i think it’s only natural to have this feeling

You’d wish that you could build a wall around you, a sound-proof wall so that you can hear nothing from the outside and they too will hear nothing from your side of the wall and you could just sit in there, perhaps scoot to a corner with your favorite someone or something and just be in your own little world.

Sounds like a manic depression? It's just hormones, really. A sure sign that a holiday is requisite before one loses her mind.

Sayang, boleh tak lepas raya we go holiday? T_T

i think you're only kidding, eh boss..

Might be going to HKG again for the same assignment. Sigh. A recent muhasabah diri gave a realisation that I could be such a negative person at most of the times. I found myself saying "No", "Cannot" and "Impossible" at ideas thrown my way. Okay sebenarnya I'm not negative, I'm just lazy. :P And seriously tired. I mean, how could you not be tired? Try to work with a bonehead for 5 minutes and you'd want to kill yourself by jumping off your 5th floor office.

But still, being negative - uh-uh not good, tsk tsk. Quick pop your ears so your head doesn't explode!