i think twenty-o-seven will be a better year for me *cross fingers*

Lesson learnt over the year 2006 (in no particular order):

1. Drive safe. An F'1/toky'o dr'ift wannabe driver on mala'ysian road will get nothing but dented car, holed pocket and friggin' tickets.Expect a lot of nagging frm family members and anxious looks on whoever's-car-u-are-driving's face.

2. The next time someone wanna switch lane from his/hers original lane to your lane, never give way or slow down. Just hit the car/let the car hit u cuz, as long as it's your lane, shud be no problem dude.

3. Love means letting go.

4. J'apan is homogenously wonderful.

5. I am truly a mala'ysian - few times, when i was in to'kyo, like most mala'ysians; i dashed in immediately rite after the train door opened and didnt care to follow the queu. Nyeheheh :p

6. An in-a-relationship kinda man will never leave their woman for u even if they say they will.And most of this type of male is a chauvinist pig.

7. Not knowing anything about ur bestgirlfriend and only to find out what's happening in her life thru her blog is sad.

8. Love is blind - the most boleh-tahan hott girl in my office is now in a relationship with someone who looks like Acapp'an because he drives a hon'da?.

9. Credit cards are evil.Super fcuking evil.

10. You have a year to submit to your sponsor an application for 2nd degree/masters sponsorship.If u finally made a decision to continue your studies on full-time basis on the exact 365th day,smack urself at the behind twice.

11. Love often makes a person forgets that he/she has friends.Make time for ur friends like u make time for ur loved ones.

12. Never update ur resume/jobs'treet page in the office.Do it at home.

13. Love is such a strong word,that's why i couldnt say it to you.I can just say it,but never mean it.

14. My listening skill sucks.Gotta work on it.And i discovered that i cant read anymore these days,i only skip-read.Gotta do something for that too.

15. My electric/electronic knowledge is pretty rusty.Gotta look for my Boyl'estead's book in one of them storage boxes.Teehee.

i think it's my fault

u used to talk and bitch about the world with ur bestest girlfriend everysingleday and there is nothing in your or her life that u both dont acknowledge.

so when u find urself reading her blog and realizing that u missed sooooo much, and not having even a teeny piece of urself inside the picture of her life; is sad.

is our friendship deteriorating?are we drifting apart?

i dont wanna have to lose a bestfriend once again.:(

babe,when i go back to m'elaka,we have to go for coffee, movie, and window shopping.all on me. we have loads and loadsa catching ups to do!

i missed u so much,bestfriend..i have something very important to do tomorrow,so wish me luck.

i think it is

Im good with birthdays but very bad with year of birth.
Today feels like someone's bday and i hate to pretend to not to notice.
Cuz if it's my birthday, i want my frens to remember to wish me.

But i hate to wish that someone cuz he'll think that i still care and have feelings for him.
Truth is, i no longer care and have no more feelings for him.

No matter. Here's to him.

Happy birthday, sucker.
I hope you'll get married to that girlfriend of yours as soon as possible
so dat u will stop bugging me.
God bless u (and me), honey. :)


Happy christmas everyone.

i think my boss is sabotaging me

ini taik:-

i think it's bad,verrrry baaaaddd..*tsk*

this morning i received a forwarded email from an acquaintance.
in it were pictures of a bunch of people (only few were of cele.brities) having fun with frens, la la la..
part'ying, drinki'ng, sm'oking, et cetera.

what is disturbing me is why are these pictures of non-ce'lebs were being circulated around in the internet?
i mean,they're just normal everyday people.
sm'oking and dri'nking may be okay to some, *ehem*
so what will happen if it falls in the wrong hands (eg. family members, close-minded friends, judgemental colleagues?!)

what happened to privacy??

oh i am so gonna wear a spek hitam mata lalat the next time i go *ehem* socializing. u know,just in case someone irresponsible decides to grab pictures of me and my friends from our fr'iendster or m'yspa'ce and forward it around.
*pah!*

and oh yeah, zeeka pls DO NOT yo'utube me and put it in ur blog.
mati la mak!!! *tilts head,letak tangan atas dahi* :p

i think they need our help

It's world's aids day,people. Contribute something to the world,ok? Register! (I have!)

i think i need a ciggie break

I am furious. I am mad. I am sakit hati.

1. T.ouch n' G.o cards are stupid. Smart T.ags are not that smart either. This morning, the system fcuked up and all the balance in my card has been deducted a fcukin rm30 something when it was supposed to be rm1 only (frm kajan.g to ban.gi). Reason: no entry has been recorded and they even accused me of taking ticket at the previous toll but took the not-so-smartTag lane in the next toll.Boy, was i mad - ive just top-upped yesterday demmit! Plus, this is not the 1st time Tn.G screwed up with me. In fact, the sudden deduction from last case few months ago has not been credited into my account yet (this happened at an lrt station) and they said it wpuld only take a month. So after i made my report for today's incident, i asked the status of my previous report and that ive not received any refund. Status : Rejected. And now they want me to write a letter to them pulak to 'clarify' things. Fcukin hell la! They're wasting my time and menyusahkan orang. Taik betul.

2. What's up with lorry drivers these days? Why are they driving in the fast lane when they go 60kmph? Especially in the morning. What if the person in the car behind you, Mr.Lorry Driver, is already late for work or he/she is in desperate hurry to the toilet? Grr..

3. U know sometimes when u have to distribute email to everyone in the office, and u're too lazy to enter everyone's email addresses, so u just take somebody's email and click on 'reply to all' without realizing that someone might be accidentally left out of the list, and if that email is an important email, that will bring trouble to that someone who has been left out? Whoever started the list in the 1st place is fcukin stupid enough to realize that u can easily type "S**M, V***o D****n" to send a mass email. Either that or he/she hates me and purposely leave out my name.

These are the things that spoilt my morning today. Oh i am sooOO steamingly angry at this moment,i think i'd better go stuff my face with something before further damage.

i think of cheese naan and tandoori :)~

last nite at a wedding, i was seated beside this fine gentleman whose name i couldnt remember at all. (tho he remembered mine and was conversing using a first name basis with me the whole time)

i wanted to join my fren,mun who was on my right and join her borak with a manager's vogi-the-vas wife. it could have been easier to strike a conversation with a woman, i mean u can simply bimbo talk with them. plus, it's 9 something in the p.m and u are goddem starving,'intellectual' talk would be too much for the brain,yes?:p

i was leaning towards my fren and the manager's wife, and after some time i was feeling some pain in my verterbral column. (NOTE TO SELF: frm now on,take anything hi-calcium) so i decided to sit straight tho i have to sprain my ears to hear them clearly. at times when i couldnt single out what they were saying,i would just go hahahaa and nodded to concur (konon). (NOTE TO SELF: go check ur hearing,a.s.a.p)

the guy on my left looked a bit out of place (he came alone). i was feeling a bit stupid to join the discussion by laughing when they laughed and going "yeah yeah yeahhh.." when i was being clueless.

so we turned to each other and talked.
about the local current political situation,beb..
like,tiena talks politics,biar betul..??
i was hoping we would switch topic, but we didnt.
i 'survived',nevertheless.thankgod i didnt say anything stupid nor did i pretended to be pandai.
(NOTE TO SELF: read more of a.isehman, c.harlie the gol.den retriever, wegra and anyone linked below wegra's "their say".)

politics is one subject that i tend to ignore but i guess it's time for me to grow up and at least 'be aware' of it so that u wont stutter when someone asks ur opinion and make them think u're a bimbo ignorant.

it was a pleasant kick-in-the-butt encounter with that fine gentleman.
too too bad he's married already.aint it so true that all the good men are married,robbie williams?hahha

i think there's a bear down my throat

on moving on:

someone from my past whom i have abolished (this is to stress disfavour) has been secretly reading my blog. i know he blogs too,but i rarely read his.
in fact,i completely stop reading his blog after he posted something about not being able to forget this girl (read:me), on how he misses the good ol days and how he wishes to come back to her life,or at least get to be friends with her. (im usually the type who is ok to be friends with the ex.but knowing him way too well,i knew we'd better off as strangers instead.)

one time,i wrote something (in my frie.ndster blog,i think) about moving on and letting go.
and the post was dedicated to,of course,him.and another pursuer guy with almost the same case as his (the blardi ex).

so that post got him right smack in his face.
and eversince then,a war has begun.on his side only.
he retaliated and wrote something in defence.
i thought he'd stop there,but he didnt.
now for everything i posted in my blogs,he will retort.
sometimes i think it's irritating,sometimes it's amusing but most of the time i think he's wasting his time.

honey,i know u write well and u can really write about other things far better,so pls do so.i thought u've moved on?*snigger*

on moving out:

after the silent conflict with my dear kak konah,basically i did move out of the brother's house. i went to live with my bestfriend and her college friends which gradually became my friends also.
everything was going all fine and dandy until a housemate told me that 3 out of 5 of us want to move out. me and my bestfriend,we cant afford to pay the apartment's rent so that basically leave us no choice but to move out as well.

now i cant go back to my brother's house,can i?
that's so not good for my ego.
when i told my sister to look around for a place for me,she instantly asked "which housemate are u having clashes this time?" and i was like,what the heyyy and explained every detail.
tsk.i give myself a bad name eh.

on giving myself a bad name:

moved out,moved in and moving out again:shifting places within 6 months:man,i give myself a bad name..if u kno whaa aa meen?

and do i look untrustworthy?
i mean,man of the moment cant seem to believe whatever i say.(this imply only during normal daily bickerings where i have to explain 'the truth')
he says how could he trust me when i have that grin on my face.
i say wot grin??and my eyes werent even twitching!man...
and he thinks im buncit now.
i said darling,this is not buncit.got baby inside..:p

on being a proud mummy:

my munkee,ayil was on macam2 az.nil last saturday.
did u guys watch it?aww u didnt?
go catch the re-runs ok.;p

i think chocolate brownies is evil,NOT

i dont really love the world now,period.which is also a reason for not updating.i predicted a smooth-sailin',sugar plum november but the outcome is quite the contrary.

a series of unfortunate events,an office chaos in mute,shifting,misled judgement,infatuation and confusion..it's all too much to handle.i need to chill.and im chilling soon.:p kota singa,here i come.

oh do u know that my boss greets me "good morning,tina..*roarrr*" everyday?he calls me 'singa' since i colored my hair golden brown orange.now its dark brown but the name still stays.

ok guys,stop buying uncle ho's dvds.
stop buying dvd,even the original ones.
ditch ur dvd player,man.blu-ray is the way to go.trust me.
(google search blu-ray if u dunno wut's it all about) :p
take off ur pants,bend down and spank ur behind hard if u still own CDs.hahha

i think im running out of time!*panics*

I was tagged by Weggy to do this, so here goes nothing.;)

List of things that are considered adventurous or life changing:

01. Bought everyone in the bar a drink
02. Swam with wild dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula
07. Taken a candlelit bath
08. Said "I love you" and meant it (yonks ago.*sigh*)
09. Hugged a tree
10. Bungee jumped (naaaaaaak sgt,tp x dpt2 lagi.bungee jump jom,anyone?)
11. Visited Paris
12. Watched a lightning storm at sea
13. Stayed up all night long and saw the sun rise
14. Seen the Northern Lights
15. Gone to a huge sports game
16. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
17. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
18. Touched an iceberg
19. Slept under the stars
20. Changed a baby’s diaper
21. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon (not a trip la, but ive been in a hot air balloon.boleh?)
22. Watched a meteor shower
23. Gotten tipsy on champagne
24. Given more than you can afford to charity
25. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope (tok.yo tower!)
26. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment (remembered a joke in my head when i was in the ketua warden's room while he was giving me and fellow gang a lecture after something we did .)
27. Had a food fight (wicked!pastu gelak2 sampai terkencing dalam seluar.:p)
28. Bet on a winning horse
29. Asked out a stranger
30. Had a snowball fight
31. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
32. Held a lamb
33. Seen a total eclipse
34. Ridden a roller coaster
35. Hit a home run (i played baseball in school)
36. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
37. Adopted an accent for an entire day (and went by the name of kamala.:p)
38. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
39. Had two hard drives for your computer (my one 80G HD is ok to simpan everything)
40. Visited all 50 states
41. Taken care of someone who was drunk
42. Had amazing friends (absolutely love them ols!)
44. Watched wild whales
45. Stolen a sign (and was also a vandal zaman mude2 dulu)
46. Backpacked in Europe
47. Taken a road-trip
48. Gone rock climbing
49. Midnight walk on the beach
50. Gone sky diving
51. Visited Ireland
52. Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love (stupid melancholic days.*hakptuih*)
53. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger’s table and had a meal with them (but they didnt talk to me at all :p)
54. Visited Japan (toky.o)
55. Milked a cow (milked a fat fren.oh,he's a cow (but i still heart u,boog!) :p)
56. Alphabetized your CDs (control freak-ish eh)
57. Pretended to be a superhero
58. Sung karaoke (rock kapak songs!in the office)
59. Lounged around in bed all day
60. *edited* <-out by the previous blogger
61. Gone scuba diving (snorkelling boleh?)
62. Kissed in the rain
63. Played in the mud (mud wrestling bebeh..woot woot!)
64. Played in the rain (sebbaik panjang umur,x kene strike by lightning)
65. Gone to a drive-in theater
66. Visited the Great Wall of China
67. Started a business (used to make fancy bookmarks with my sis and sell it.bisnes agak kencang)
68. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken (banana leaf is love.it will never break ur heart.teehee)
69. Toured ancient sites
70. Taken a martial arts class
71. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight (boxsets are contagious,man)
72. Gotten married
73. Been in a movie
74. Crashed a party
75. Gotten divorced
76. Gone without food for 5 days
77. Made cookies from scratch
78. Won first prize in a costume contest (in kindergarten)
79. Ridden a gondola in Venice
80. Gotten a tattoo (those semi-permanent type)
81. Rafted the Snake River
82. Been on television news programs as an “expert”
83. Got flowers for no reason
84. Performed on stage (sgt mencapap diva di skolah,ok.:p)
85. Been to Las Vegas
86. Recorded music
87. Eaten shark
88. *edited* <- out by the blog
89. Gone to Thailand (will be,soon!joyness)
90. Bought a house
91. Been in a combat zone
92. Buried one/both of your parents
93. Been on a cruise ship
94. Spoken more than one language fluently
95. Performed in Rocky Horror
96. Raised children
97. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour (stonebay groupies,i am.)
99. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
100. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
101. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
102. Sang loudly in the car, and didn’t stop when you knew someone was looking (like i care..;p)
103. Had plastic surgery
104. Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived
105. Wrote articles for a large publication
106. Lost over 100 pounds
107. Held someone while they were having a flashback
108. Piloted an airplane
109. Petted a stingray
110. Broken someone’s heart (a girl gotta do wut a girl gotta do.:p)
111. Helped an animal give birth (eek!im not even animal-friendly.:p)
112. Won money on a T.V. game show (in my dreams la..*roll eyes*)
113. Broken a bone
114. Gone on an African photo safari
115. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
116. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
117. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
118. Ridden a horse
119. Had major surgery
120. Had a snake as a pet
121. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
122. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours (personal record:31hrs straight)
123. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
124. Visited all 7 continents
125. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
126. Eaten kangaroo meat
127. Eaten sushi
128. Had your picture in the newspaper
129. Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about
130. Gone back to school
131. Parasailed
132. Petted a cockroach
133. Eaten fried green tomatoes
134. Read The Iliad
135. Selected one “important” author who you missed in school, and read
136. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
137. Skipped all your school reunions
138. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language (a week in ja.pan and nihonggo wakarimasen was tough,seriously.)
139. Been elected to public office
140. Written your own computer language (bwek!berangan aje la!)
141. Thought to yourself that you’re living your dream
142. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
143. Built your own PC from parts
144. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn’t know you
145. Had a booth at a street fair
146. Dyed your hair
147. Been a DJ
148. Shaved your head
149. Caused a car accident (just did last week.teehee :D)
150. Saved someone’s life

i think of YOU all the time

I just found out today (frm my faveretest blog) that all this while ive been mispronouncing the band Hoo.bastank's name.

I went HoobaSTENG when it's actually HoobasTANK.
(nerr,u are not alone.:p)
Ok,maybe im the last person on earth to know this.

So it's Hoobas-tank.Ohhh..*nods,garu dagu*

See boss,there are many things you can learn from blogs!

i think im so kawaiiii..:p

smoking area,shibuya

elec.tric city,akihabara

attn: zeeka si cik puan gile

MISSION ACCOMPLISHED.

woman,u owe me tandoori + cheese naan + kitkat ice cweam
and now, banana leaf.

i think i feel like lempeng

i am penat.

so penat im being silly.

making faces and laughing even at the lamest joke.

i think im going crazy.:p

i think marriage is scary

my period this time is one hell of an emotional roller-coaster ride,man..
mr.right now is having a tough time coping with my crazy mood swing.
but he's doing it well..and that somehow scares me.

my relationship with my boss is okay now.we've opened up to each other and now i hope he'll stop treating me like a girl.i mean i AM a girl,and he's not a sexist.oh,y'knahmsayin....

my girlfriends are great.
used to be better with boys,but now im slacking with them.
girlfriends rock big time!:p

my relationship with the mane is even better.
im tossing the comb and wuteverthe-hairserum-hell i have into the bin.
mousse balls and scrunching ur hair is cool yo.

my parents' marriage is still in turbulence.
my relationship with mom and dad is okay,and that's all that's important now,i guess.but i hate my dad a lil bit for not trying to pretend to be ok in front of us.mom's better at that.

everytime i smoke now,there's this terrible headache gnawing me.and i get nauseous.its funny cuz usually nausea means time to change the rokok brand.:p so,not so good relationship with the sticks now.

now that ive semi-officially moved out of the house,kak konah has fully dominated my brother's dick.she gets to decide what is to be on my brother's plate and what is not during buka puasa buffet.i can tell frm his face that he's unhappy.poor brother.tsk.now that is another bad relationship i see.

well,relationship is one thing that u have to work on everysingletime.
and that requires a good communication and commitment.

scary.

yes,im commitment phobic like that but no matter tho..
it may just simply be that this person is not at the point in her life where a serious relationship is appropriate; a career or other matters may be taking precedence.*ehem*

if only life is as easy as smoking we.ed - even if u're having problems and u acknowledge it,u're just too happy to even bother.

but when u're sober and reality kicks in,..ermm ok,that's another story.:p

i sound so depressed eh.
it must be the hormones.

ok,happy thoughts pls:

jim alip pa alip nun.woohoo!
or is it jim pa wau nun?

ok,wot evvahh..

oh,people.SHE's back!!!(clicketty click!)

i think today i want-g to eak satar *nyums*

27% from 317 of Malay women in the Klang Valley aged between 20 and 40 who chatted online were looking for a life partner. (correction:looking for new friends; underline the word friends ya.teehee.)

17% women went online because they were lonely. (*sigh*)

15% were looking for love and companionship. (uh-huh..?uh-hurm.:p)

14% who chat did so because they were bored. (uh-hurm.)

8% chatted for fun. (hell yeah!)

3% chatted to keep in touch with friends. (yup,true)

"Women longed for intimate relationships and were unhappy if they did not have that. "
"This is the time when they are looking for a husband."
"The women who chatted online felt they were not attractive and their self-esteem was low. But they were actually beautiful young women."

Read more here :p

i think i almost lost my drive

I am a bottled fizzy water and you were shaking me up.

And will you be through.
it's just a phase.

It will be over soon.

i think i hit a jackpot! *duh!*

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Congratulations once again winner!!!

i think i lurrrrrve pe.nang!

hello crasy people,

meet my munkees...:)

ayil (the blur2 munkee) + amai (the tooney munkee)

P/S ayil will be featured in macam2 az.nil some time later.

watch out y'all.:p

i think it was unintended

I was fully biased to des’ patriotic post when I left a comment on a stranger’s blog (obviously was bloghopping) questioning what did the blogger meant by selamat hari jadi, Malaysia. Being ignorant, I only knew about Malaysia wasn’t born on Aug 31 yadda yadda yadda from des’ post. (Thanx des for the info :) )

So like a 3 years old who has just learnt how to say “Wassup mannn..?!” I was excited and eager to please share. So there I was on this blog, asked the blogger that, and offered the person my two cents’ worth. The said person could have scored A for history and knew that already, but heyy sharing is caring kan?:p

The blogger must have had a mood swing or something that day, thus the blogger misunderstood my comment, just like i misunderstood a male ex-schoolmate's "saya sayang awak" sms on merdeka eve. I thought he was falling in love with me (met him after 5 years at a wedding, exchanged numbers and he started being weird since then). I read the sms the next day and realized that i have to scroll down for more and CHOYYYYYYY! it was some kind of a forwarded sms which ended with "Oh Malaysia tanah air ku.." :p

Anyways, sorry if u were somewhat offended by that. U must have really been bothered by that one simple comment and u must be more IT savvy than me. And by now I know u know who I am (the thought of u click-click-click to track me is almost overwhelming,woohoo!:p), so hi, I'm Tina *shake hands* lets do the buang-yang-keruh-ambil-yang-jernih and be real nice the next time we meet, as you've promised, aight? ;)

Oh, wot everrrrr.. *ROTFLOL* :p

P/s Happiest birthday, Mom! I love u i love u i love youuuuuuuu!

i think i need a haircut

So between si.ti-ma.wi and the tv.3-ast.ro/rt.m battle, who won eh?
Whatever it is, im just glad that the madness is over.

Selamat menyambut hari kemerdekaan, people.
(What ever does merdeka means to you
and how ever you may want to celebrate it)
Remember, there’s no right or wrong way to celebrate it.
Do wot u wanna do mmmkay? Just don’t drink and drive.;p

I love you, Mal.aysia!

i think im a crab in my next nirvana

oh hai.

memandangkan bulan ini adalah bulan org kawen kemerdekaan, jadi saya rasa nak mencuba menulis entri dalam bahasa kita no matter how stupid i may sound.lagi pula,kepala terasa sakit bagai nak gila dan mata tak boleh lelap.sambil menunggu kesan dadah mengambil efek,baik saya mengarang..

hati sebenarnya sakit juga kerana laptop yang digunakan agak mereng,asyik terkeluar tanda sama dengan dengan sendiri.kalau saya give up,saya berhenti lah menulis.

sabtu lepas,seorang kawan rapat telah melansungkan perkahwinan dengan lelaki pilihannya.congrats lizzie.a grand wedding,i must say.saya paling suka dengan majlis nikahnya the night before kerana ada lauk yang tak pernah saya jumpa orang masak untuk wedding,iaitu lauk tempe goreng sambal dengan ikan bilis bagai.walaupun saya bukan orang jawa,tapi tempe is like yumminess ok..:p saya bedal macam orang buruk lantak,tak kisah la mak datin mak datins keliling nak cakap apa.

lizzie dah pecah rekod as the 1st one dalam kaum kerabat (geng skolah) yg kawin dulu.gila lah..tak terfikir pun lizzie akan kawin dulu.kami duduk bersebelahan sejak tingkat satu hingga lima.tak pernah kami berbual tentang hal ini.tapi menurut teori wegra,orang yang lembut2 biasanya kawin dulu.maka tinggallah kami yang kurang lembut ini,tak tau bila turn masing2.:p

lizzie memang lembut.tapi bila dia gelak atau bersin,satu bangunan boleh dengar.heheh.agak pemalu,tapi tetap extrovert.oh,lizzie juga mempunyai bear hug yang paling comfy dalam dunia ini.kami akan bear hug each other bila suka,bila duka.terapi yang berkesan sekali waktu itu.

seperti biasa bila musim kawin, everybody will keep asking one another the typical 'ko bila pulak' question.

saya pergi dengan kawan karib,maka soalan itu banyak yang menanyakan pada saya diikuti dengan lirikan nakal ke arah partner saya malam itu.sebenarnya i imported my handsome bestfriend frm JB to the wedding sebab initially i had to go alone and my other friends were coming with BFs.jadi saya bawak dia just because i dont wanna look like a loser in front of my exes cuz wedding usually means reunion with old friends.heheh.sebenarnya saya tak perlu bawak dia pun sebab i looked gorjes enough on my own another female friend was partnerless,akhirnya kami pergi bertiga.

paling seronok wedding lizzie ialah bertemu mr.ong,orang yang bertanggungjawab buat saya pandai add maths.he remembers me!agak ralat kerana tak sempat bergambar dengannya.:(

oh im digressing.

sebenarnya saya nak bercerita pasal teman sekolah yang saya jumpa di wedding itu.dia tidaklah rapat dengan saya semasa di sekolah.kami tak se-geng,dia budak baik,saya budak terejal.malam itu kami tak semeja,meja pula jauh2,kebetulan terserempak di tandas,berborak sebentar.

dia antara kawan2 yg dok kepochi bertanya siapakah gerangan male escort yang saya bawa mlm itu.saya bilang kawan saja.jadi u single lagi la?(sila perasan perkataan 'lagi' ye).saya tanya apa maksud 'lagi'?dia kata ye lah,since ah lek (ex bf saya ketika form 5,bkn name sebenar) dah tak pernah berpasangan?saya malas nak cerita panjang lebar,lagipun jika saya cerita padanya,sebentar lagi pasti dia gossip dengan teman2 semejanya,jadi saya senyum saja.dia beri satu pandangan ohmygodyouaresopathetic look pada saya.ok,fine,apa2 aje lah.

kemudian she started bragging about her getting married next year to our schoolmate juga.good looking,berjaya bagai.katanya saya rugi kerana one of the good guys yang susah nak cari sekarang dah hilang satu,dapat pada dia.tak rugi pun kerana temannya bukan selera saya.sempat juga dia kata dia tak dapat bayangkan dirinya single,dia tak biasa sendiri,mesti berteman lelaki.how do u deal with that (loneliness)?tanya dia.oh u must have no friends at all eh,kata hati saya.saya kata padanya saya sedang sibuk baru nak membina karier *bwek* lagipun sejak azali lagi saya memang cepat bosan bukan jenis yang gemar berkepit 24jam dengan boyfriend.saya tahu dia pasti yang saya hanya memberikan alasan saja kerana di wajahnya masih ada that youarealoser look.dalam hati saya mengatakan dia yg ala2 loser sebenarnya kerana walau besar mana dunia ini,dia masih stuck dengan kepompong budak sekolah kami juga.rasanya dia pun loser juga,kerana saya rasa that also means that she couldnt find anybody outside that she had to settle for him.mungkin lah.

mujur partner saya called,jadi conversation yang tak enak tadi dapat dihentikan.saya pulang ke tempat duduk dengan perasaan eager to bitch share the juicy gossip.saya hampir pasti dia akan buat perkara yang sama juga setiba di mejanya.heh.

kenapa ya,sekarang ini masih ada orang yang berfikiran kalau masih single itu maknanya total loser?kenapa kalau tidak ada manusia bernama teman lelaki jadi hidup jadi kosong dan tak lengkap?yang penting,kenapa wujud golongan yang mudah sangat nak memandang rendah pada mereka yang tidak/belum berteman?

single tak semestinya loser.tapi benar sesetengah dah lama mencari-cari,tapi tak dapat2,maka kelihatan desperate.yang tidak terlalu mencari pasangan pula biasanya selalu end up dengan yang tak berapa semenggah perangainya.jadi mereka fikir lebih baik lepak saja kerana love sometimes comes when u least expect it.

kosongkah hidup kalau tak berteman lelaki (yang istimewa lah)?tsk.sangat pelik,bukan?yang ini susah saya nak relate kerana sememangnya mind set saya tak pernah begini.jadi saya akan tetap terus pelik dengan mereka yang berfikiran begini.mungkin saya tak terasa kosong kerana saya ada teman2 lelaki yang sudi melayan karenah saya bila saya gila,sedih,marah atau mengada-ngada nak bermanja.:p dan saya ada teman2 wanita yang will always be there for me.

dan kepada mereka yang selalu beri that look when another female announced that she is not seeing anybody,tolonglah jangan prejudis.

bagi saya masing2 punya sebab kenapa masih solo,jadi elok jika hanya biarkan hal ini.maksudnya,jangan terlalu bertanyakan bila nak berteman atau bila nak settle down.mungkin ada yang tanpa teragak-agak dapat memberi sebab-musabab mereka,tapi mungkin ada yang kurang senang.jadi jangan tanya ok,lebih-lebih lagi di musim ini.:) bagi saya,saya tidak kisah untuk jelaskan.but that depends on my mood too..;p

pada lizzie,semoga kekal ke anak cucu.semoga bila giliran saya juga nanti kekal ke anak cucu.teehee.

(oh sgt panjang post ini rupanya..) :p

i think it's right.

just gotta post a new entry because i think the previous post was too narcissistic.being jobless (well,not literally) has made me dull and boring but that was something i gotta do to keep the motivation inflated.so bear with me,people.heheh :)

anyway,the royal jester in my office has been warded for more than two weeks now.

being the jester he is,he goes teasing everybody everyday.to shoo him off,i once retorted to him saying 'kesian danny,muka cute tapi muda-muda dah botak..' to wic he replied 'dats because im sick'.i didnt believe him then.

he's anaemic (thalassemia).
im sorry i teased u about ur hair.
i hope u get well soon.

anyway,august is a month of love.
i see people around me falling in and out of love.
friends tying the knot,friends getting married,couples straying,singles with newfound love..

thankgoodness im single (by choice).

ive discovered that im now incapable of giving magic words of comfort to those who need it.i can only offer my ears,my presence and hugs,but i hope it compensates my defect.

Babe dear,it hurts to see u like this every.single.day but i hope u be strong.kisses and hugs.

i think laughter IS the best meds

A year and a month older today. Older, but definitely not wiser. Teehee :D
So, im a year and a month older eh.. Which meaaaaaans I’ve only got a few years left (in 5yrs’ time la kot) to really live and to:

1. Save up loadsa moolah and buy the ultimate dream car with own monnay.
2. Buy own house, parents must help a bit.:p
3. Occasionally receive/ask for pocket money from lovely parents without feeling lame.:p
4. Know how to swim, be a pro and join the nati.onal s.ynchronise swi.mming team.
5. Be well-versed in Japa.nese language, and watch Ja.p po.rns and able to distinguish between pleasure/pain wailing talk like otai-otai with the big bosses..
6. Have been at least 3 times job-hopped.
7. Join the I.EM & BE.M and get an Ir. in front of my name. Pheeewwitt lah..
8. Send my parents (and perhaps me oso) to do the H.ajj, with own monnay.
9. Save up money and the courage to go backpacking in Europe.
10. Be married to the man of my dreams, have kids, OR move to N.ew Yo.rk, be a spinster hedonista and live happily ever after.

Oh ye, selamat menyambut hari kelahiran sebulan 2 orang perasan gorjes *cough* bloggers, CPMS dan Tina. :D

i think of nothing

Seems like,my attitude and mood towards the world move proportionally with the office-mood. As of now,the boring days are back in the office and im feeling like,u know,*blearghh*. Like,so blearghh im getting migraines. And nauseous.

I wanna bitch about the office,but i gotta go to the loo and puke first. Brb.

Anyway,it's Thursday lets do something for the world ok. Boycott these SOBs, stop consuming them. Your little gesture will make the world a better place to live. Stank you smelly much,beautiful people :)

http://www.inminds.co.uk/boycott-a4-ramadan-flyer.html

i think im in love (with outkast),again

I hope that you're the one
If not, you are the prototype
We'll tiptoe to the sun
And do thangs I know you like

I think I'm in love again

Today must be my lucky day
Baby, you are the prototype
Do sumn' outta the ordinary
Like catch a manitee
Baby you are the prototype
I think I'm..

I think I'm in love again

If we happen to part
Lord knows I don't want that
But hey, we can't be mad at God
We met today for a reason
I think I'm on the right track now

I think I'm in love again
Let's go,let's go
To the movie

The Scene
Come here

I think I'm in love again

Girl, right now I wanna say, I wanna say
I wanna say stank you very much
For picking me up
And bringing me back to this world
I can't, I'm not
I can't afford to not record
I thank I wanna say
I thank I wanna say stank you, stank you
Smelly much!
For picking me up and bringing me back to this world




DONT U JUST LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS SONG?!:)

i think this is kinda funny

Popular searches in my network *snort*:

1. An.uar Za.in g.ay -- bwaahahahhhh
2. gambar an.uar za.in -- ngehehehhh
3. Be.n Ibrah.im -- he's my ex-bf,to date.
4. tina crisp -- wth?konpiusss..
5. R.achel e.asaw -- hehehhh ade org googled for her..hehehehh
6. produk Clinique Malaysia -- cehhh ingt ni make-up dept ka..
7. cikg.u cun -- ni nak carik gambar2 yg tah pape la ni..*roll eyes*
8. banana split -- ok,konpius jugak with this one.
9. ym audible -- ek eneee...
10. Arabic, assalamualaikum -- ek enneeeeeeeeee...

Sheeeeshh if these are how people stumble upon my blog, then I reaaally hope the real anu.ar za.in whose real kakak is zian.a z.ain; or his kins or his friends doesn’t google-search him and find this page and saman me. Abang Nuar, no matter how ur sexual orientation was/is, my heart still goes out for u.. nyehehehh :D

I think it’s reciprocation.

Dear Kak Markonah,

Have u noticed that things are not so pwetty between us these days? I just dunno and dun care why.

U see, Kak Konah.. Living with my dear brother and u was not my choice in the 1st place. It was mom’s. For the love and respect I have for my brother and for the respect I have for u, all these while ive been basically minding my own business and maintaining a normal relationship with u. We (u and me) have never, in our lives, been in a catfight/vocal brawl or anything kan? But it seems like we're having this silent grudge. I rephrase – u, Kak Konah, is the one who’s having the silent grudge. Ive never been vocally rude to u, I water the flowers, I mop the floor, I wash my own clothes, I cook, sometimes (but u never did touch my food cuz u’r paranoid I would spit in ur food rite, Kak Konah?)

Which makes me absolutely clueless on why did u:

- Take my copies of house keys on one Saturday which got me locked inside the house for one whole Saturday while u went shopping with my bro and u switched off Abangah’s hp because godknowswhy. I was mad, because come on la, it was Saturday maa and I was trapped inside one boring house. And all u could say was “Ehh sorryyyyyy Kak Konah terbawak kunci u..”
- Take the car keys which has got nothing, nothing to do with ur effing life. I called up Abangah to ask about the car keys, he asked me to look for it again more carefully. Few mins later he called back and told me that “Kak Konah terambik kunci..Im on my way home to hand u the keys.” Thankfully I woke up earlier than usual that one fine morning or else I would be so late to work.
- Sorok sabun basuh as if I used ten spoons of it per wash. Like hell-o woman Kak Konah?! As far as I know, Abangah paid for the groceries and even if I use twenty spoons/cups/whole bottle of the detergent just to make my clothes extra extra wangi and super clean, well he never complains and why should u? Besides I only do my laundry once a fortnight, so wuttadillyo Kak Konah?
- Have that look on ur face whenever my parents come over. Mom was a bit hurt over the incident during dinner last time. (Abangah, we’re sorry we didn’t tell u about the family’s recent holiday. We wanted to have a good time, we wanted u to be there, but she could ruin it and we didn’t want that to happen.) if only u have a lil more respect for ur in laws Kak Konah..*sigh*
- Err.. that’s all kot. Im too pissed off to recall any.

Do u know what karma is, Kak Konah? If u listen to Hitz/Fly/etc other than Era, then im sure u’ll know cuz Alicia sings about it over and over on the radio (esp. Hitz.fm they spin it everyday every time). Oxford says karma is defined as the sum of a person’s actions in this and previous states of existence, viewed as affecting their future fate. So I will not be sorry if someone decided to take it out on ya by emptying ur lens solution to half and put some tap water to compensate it. And im not sorry either if that someone dissolved few drops of that someone’s saliva into ur lens case. Oh don’t say it’s disgusting, do u know that saliva disinfects because it contains some antibacterial agents? I bet u don’t know that Kak Konah cuz u only read urtv and media hiburan and whatnots. I wished im as gutsy as that someone..:p But I still hope u get eye infections.

Kak Konah, I don’t hate u but I don’t love u nor do I like u. I don’t care if u hate me Kak Konah, cuz I just don’t.

Four cheers for sweet revenge.*evil laugh*

Yang benar,
((Rahsia))

i think datok kay is henskem jugak la.:p

alas, the question has been answered.
though gadjillions of malaysians' hearts are broken,
thank you la si.ti for ending the saga.

i we have seen&read enough of it.
now its time for the media to focus on more real news.

i think life is good :)

Am actually waiting for my turn to attend a meeting with the big bosses. It was supposed to be yesterday, but it got postponed until today cuz the previous units took a whole lotta time than expected to present their items. Ive been in (an) ayam berak kapur mode since yesterday. But today I got tired of waiting and the butterflies has all flew outta my stomach.

+

The Perhentian trip was great! Our first time at snorkelling. Like, subhanallah cantik gile ok. I wanted to, so bad, to post a looney mug shot of me wearing the snorkelling gear ie. mask and fins, I think I looked so kelakar. Heheh!:p but will not lah. *shy shy*

+

Work has been hectic but I liked it so much. Getting out of the office late at night and come in early the next morrow; I almost feel like a workaholic.:p

+

The tan/bikini line I worked on in Perhentian is almost invisible now. Memang la takkan tan punye sebab I am already budak itam. Second attempt cum serious tanning session part 2 will be in Cherating this weekend till tuesday. This time with the family. Life is good, so far..:D

+

I’ve been secretly hoping that the Italian Pizza would win wc06, just because. Although the intuition told me that it’d be the French Fries. But I already put my rm20 on them french. Heh.

+

Caught the flu and demam sikit upon returning from the island trip. Still am.

+

Good weekend everybody. I think I’ll change my name to Tina Crisp Brown Turner when I come back.;)

i think its time!!

Life is unpredictable.

Love sucks but divine.

Relationship is scary.

Smoking is an expensive hobby. :p

July is a wonderful month. (I hope)

* off to a serious tanning session in the east coast with the boys!*

have a hellagood weekend eh.

(i know i would!)

:D

i think im doing it,again!

this is ayil,the world bestest cutest cheekiest nephew ever.

i mish him so much.and i mish amai (ayil's lil bro) too.

also,i mish being in love.

i think i need a holiday..

Yesterday:

He: What's up?
She: Been busy.. Evaluations.. Reports.. Chasing deadlines..
He: Oh.How are you today?
She: Tired.
He: Of course u're tired.U've been running on my mind the whole day.

*hilang segale penat derita..*
:)

Today:

Langgar bontot kete orang.
Cancelled all plans.

*weekend-mood absolutely spoiled*
:(

i think its complicated jugak la..

Last night I sms-ed two of my besh buddies, asking them to give me one killer line a girl could give a guy which guarantees the recipient to go restless, sleepless and cant think of nothing but me. Both are male engineers and of the same age as me. The replies I get:

Dude #1
Umm, its situational u know. U cud say its hot and ure wearing almost nothing 2nite. U get d drift.

Dude #2
Turn me on 1st and ill come up wif something! Haha. Well, if a girl tells me that she’s wearing black lacy lingerie to sleep then I sure will be tossing&turning in my bed the whole nite thinking of her, restless, sleepless..:p

*duh* Horny gigolos, them..

Ayat tak power lansung.. Maybe they didn’t quite understand me, maybe they’re still immatured like me.

See, I wanted something ‘sophisticated’, classy, deep meaning.. But Dude #1 said sophistication rarely works if u want the guy to be restless.

I say engineers ARE the worst sweettalkers, so prove me wrong.

So guys, what would be the perfect thing u wish a girl u fancy could say to u that’ll make u restless (not in a lusty kinda way)?

And girls, do share your pickup lines here too ok..*winks*

i think b.en ibra.him is hot

Colleague: Hey Na.
Tina: Hi..
C : Hey I saw u last Saturday kat hartamas..
T : *gasp* U did? *did u see me smoking??*
C : Yup. U were with a friend?
T : Yeah. *alamak,jatuh saham*
C : I was only a few tables away, u know..
T : laa, apsal tak come over and say hi.. *OMG!! Did u see me smoking ciggies???*
C : I tapped u on ur shoulder mase nak pegi beli rokok. U didn’t notice?
T : laa ye ke? hehehe tak perasan,sowwy.. *mampus la aku!*

End of conversation.

He left me with a crazy palpitations. My hands went cold, my heart was beating out of my chest! Not that I have a crush on him or anything.. it’s the thought of him seeing me smoking that was making me nervous. My colleague is cute, but he has a big mouth! I dunno for sure if he really has a big mouth, what im sure of is I’ll be damned if he does. Plus, I dunno him that well so I cant tell if he’s the okay type or the conservative/judgemental kinda person like most of the peeps frm the office.

Why do I care so much about people knowing I smoke?
Am I being hypocritical? Two-faced coward?

I think I was actually adapting, like a very good friend of mine (who writes beautifully in his blog but very lazy to update; CPMS-say hi to him now..) likes to put it. As in this case, adapting myself so that I fit in in this particular office population.

Im not shy to admit that I smoke, but im not proud either to announce to the world about it. Im especially scared to admit it to those people that I think has this ‘women who smoke are bitches’ mindset.

So I’d like to think of me as being adaptive - changing myself to suit different condition, just to play it safe and keeping it low cuz if my dad or brother finds out about this,im so DEAD!.

But most of the time, im the lantak-la-orang-nak-cakap-ape kinda gal.

i think that stops now

*just for the sake of updating.* ;)

i think she will survive.

A bastard (pls excuse me) has deliberately made her feel stupid.
Now she’s torn between exposing her anger or pretends to be cool with whateverunforgivableshit that has happened.
She feels so un-cool if she tells him she’s mad.
(Yes, she’s so eager to please/impress.)
But to pretend to be cool makes her feel like a skank.

I couldn’t offer much word to make her feel ok.
I know she’s upset about that.

And she has been agitated by this.
Ive been busy persuading her to believe
that it aint cancerous till proven so.
Cant let a lump of a size of a kidney pea to fracture ur life right?
Wrong.

To Dr. Male Chauvinist Pig, be gone.
To Tina, be strong be strong be strong.

i think he likes me :)

Some sort of a tag,but i wasnt tag.(Nicked from my fav blog.)

1. My mother once: wore really short skirts and platform shoes
2. Never in my life: have I taken drugs.
3. When I was five: I looked like Sheryl Temple.:p
4. High school was: a pleasant nightmare
5. I will never forget: the way Ahmad Dhani looked into my eyes when he was singing last time @PH. (Perasannnn?..eh ske ah!:p)
6. There’s this person I know who: told me that she has a mole on her u-know-where.:p~
7. By noon I’m usually: up and about.
8. Last night I: drove a friend’s car and forgot to release the hand-break the whole time. Sowwy babe!!
9. If I only had: more money. And a Mini Cooper. And longer legs.
10. Next time I go to salon: I seriously want cute hair.
11. Brad Pitt: is not mandul. Jen Anniston is.
12. I like: liking :)
13. You know I’m lying when: I start to merepek yg tak masuk akal.
14. In grade school: I was fat and bad.
15. If I was a character written by Shakespeare: I’ve never read Shakespeare,but Ophelia sounds cool.
16. A better name for me would be: Miss Fabolos TinaBanana Head-Turner
17. I have a hard time understanding: my heart and the servo jig file and programming languages.
18. If I ever go back to school I’ll: try to be boring and dorky and join the BADRI (BAdan Dakwah dan keRohanIan).
19. You know I like you if: I tell u I like u?
20. If I won an award, the first person I’d thank would be: God lah.
21. I hope that: I have my own cubicles in the office so I can surf/bloghop freely and sleep under the table.
22. Take my advice: on nothing. Im a good listener tho..;p
23. My ideal breakfast is: anything. Annythinggg..:)
24. If you visit my hometown, I suggest: the champion but overpriced roti john at the pasar mlm.
25. The world could do without: Mariah Carey and Michael Jackson.
26. My grandmother always: liked to ask her cucu2 cabut her uban and reward them with 50cents per strand.

i think im not weird at all..

6 weird things about Tina:-

1. Doesn’t eat bean sprouts. Especially loathes them in fried mee/mihun/charkueytiao/etc. But will only eat if it’s mom/home-cooked and can eat sayur taugeh goreng like Mr.Teppayaki and loves the tauhu sumbat. Sometimes if the ‘angin’ is not right, she goes amok to find taugeh in her food. Usually gives the-“sorry bang eh..boleh tak goreng yg baru?saye bukan tanak makan,saye takleh mkn taugeh lansung.kalau saye mkn nanti badan saye naik gatal2 merah.betul,tak tipu..”-crap if she’s too lazy to pick em out one by one. She gets away with it everytime. She’s still confused why kelantanese like to put bean sprout in their sup kosong.
2. She aint scared of cats, doesn’t hate cats, is not asthmatic; she just doesn’t wanna be around cats.
3. She likes to take all the free brochures/flyers/catalogue/whatnots but never reads them. She only looks at pictures and gives it a serious reading if she spots the word FREE. She usually throws them away when she gets home,but now she thinks she’d better give it to Cik PMS and F&G for them to read.
4. She has weird taste in men. She finds married men attractive (Mamed, M.Nasir, Bernard Chandran), she finds Afdlin Shauki and JayZ sexy, and loves bad boys (P.Diddy, Josh Holloway).
5. When its full moon up in the lovely sky, her crazy,bitchy alter ego will take charge of her body.
6. When she’s nervous, she says her teeth itch.

6 weirdos person Tina's tagging:

1. Wegra
2. Angel_eyes
3. munirah_city
4. Agus
5. Bertik
6. Cosmic_gurl

(1st time i tag orang..hehehh besh nyeee..:D)

i think it's antagonism

Isnt it funny that some things that we seem to dislike,
as we think they are not good enough/awful/lousy,
if we give a lil more attention to them,
we’ll find that they still have a few good qualities
and just maybe, deserve a 2nd chance?

Movie marathon: Babe, Block 404 and Taxi.
Watching Block 404 five times in a row
(terpaksa, part of the job) checking the discs thoroughly
meaning watching the movies without blinking the eyes
was a traumatic experience,
torturing the mind and bleed the brain,
but I have to say that praise should be given
to the director for trying.
At least he didn’t go for Sembilu-like movies
or anything Yusof Haslam’s or Julie Dahlan’s.
Thank god for that,seriously.

Simfoni Tradisional @DFP.
Its true.
Org baru mmg takleh challenge org lama.
Hail Amir is still good.
He hasn’t changed much since that raya song.
And Mas Idayu was overwhelmingly good as well.
No,she wasn’t singing anything dangdut that night,
that was why I think she was,like,wow.
Powerful voice, right choice of song, a bit pitching
but I liked the kebarung she was wearing.

Cerekarama.
Sheila Rusly has did it again.
Ive never liked Akasyah before,but in Sesudah Talkin,
I think he’s quite a good actor.

But me being me.
The obstinate me just couldn’t bring myself to
like Block 404, Mas Idayu or Akasyah.
Full setop.

Happy Birthday Ayah. U,i will love forever.

some g.ay guy i met at DFP.

(wegra,this pic's for u.Sila jeles (?) :p)

i think im melting into you,dhani..(dewa)

Was tagged.Was bored.Was quick to do this tag!:p

HOW MANY SCHOOLS DID YOU GO TO?

Lima (5) : 1 sekolah tadika, 2 skolah rendah, 1 skolah menengah, 1 skolah memandu..:p

WAS I THE STUDIOUS NERD OR THE LAST MINUTE HERO?

Never a nerd, alwaysss a rebel hero!:p

WAS I THE TAIKO OR TEACHER’S PET?

Taiko beb..*brush dirt off shoulder*
I was dubbed as the 'Hafiz Dewa Perempuan' by my ketua warden.
Hafiz Dewa was the Big Taiko of the boys.

BEST 2 SUBJECTS

I loved Biology class (my bio teacher rocks and she's damn hilarious.Love Bio,tapi x score pun.:p)
and Arabic (but had to pretend to hate it cuz it was like,not the in-subject,then).
Grade-wise?gotta be malay and *ahem* pendidikan islam.

3 TEACHERS THAT I REMEMBER MOST (FOR VARIOUS REASONS)

3?Will give u 4.:)

My Chem teacher cum Ketua Warden (Cikgu Mail) for the 'jelingan maut nak mampos' he gave whenever he/i passed me/him and for the look on his face whenever i was the only one in class to get A2 for his subject while others got A1.
My Bio teacher (Ms.Rachel Easaw) for her lawak kompleks and famous tagline "Wahh bukan main hebat lagi itu.."
My Eng teacher (Ms.Lim) for having a pail in her car.Like,wutta hell it's for?
My cun-macam-penyanyi-Ella Arabic teacher (Ms.Khalilah) for crying in class when me and my friends some students of hers decided to escape her class.Those students were made to stand on chair for the whole period.


WHO DO I TAG?

all of YOU gorjes people! :D

i think faiz sucks

(prease crick on image to enrarge)

Cant help but relate the comic strip to myself.
Work.sucks.big.time.

Soalan: Kenape bile kite ade keje (ie bos kasik keje),kite tak nak keje.Bile takde keje,kite nak keje?

i think i must be jinxed

Tande2 hari akan hujan:

1. Tina basuh kereta.
2. Tina pakai baju kurung.

It has always always alwaysssss
..rained when i:

1. Wash the car,and
2. Wear the baju kurung.

Outside,its raining Cuz i:

1. Washed the car last nite.(balik keje,trus basuh.basuh sendirik ok?)
2. Am wearing the baju kurung today.(dah lame tau tak pakai baju kurung)

*Travis' "Why Does It Always Rain On Me" playback on mind*
Grrrrr..

i think i mished y'all :p

Ok friends,this is it.
Im gonna stop blogging.
.
.
.
April fool!!!!!

Poyo.Dont care :p

Well last week kitorg keje 3 hari jek.
I was on a 3days' course last week.
The course besh giler,i got high and snogged some dummy there.:p
Then it was joli-days till Sunday.
Back to the office and got busy giler..
Now only can sit back *phew* and blog and bloghoppin. :D

Ehh i mish you people,really..*blush*
come all come,hug huggg..
Nyehehehh :p~

Addendum: Tina is now a PBSM-certified snogger ok.

i think of nothing

Thorn #1: Eyy Na,u colored ur hair?

Rose Among The Thorns: Huhh? *touch messy post-rebonding hair*

Thorn #2: a'ahh..ko kaler rambut eh..?

R.A.T.T: eh ape nih..kaler da nak abes,baru prasan ka org kaler?:p

T #1: eh,boleh eh kaler rambut?

R.A.T.T: ntah. *act busy (knowing where it's gonna lead)*

T #2: boleh laa.aku tgk ade tande halal kat packing box die.kan Na kan?

R.A.T.T: dunno lah. *give T #2 a please-stop-this-conversation look*

T #1: eh,sbenanye boleh ke tak ah?

R.A.T.T: *tutup telinga* la la la laa..

T #1: *backing R.A.T.T* boleh laa.ade cop halal..*winks at R.A.T.T*

T #3 (a senior engineer,agak2 alim jugak): yang halal tu ingredients-nye..but perbuatan tu;halal ke haram?

R.A.T.T: ARGGHHHHHHH..!!! *lariiiiiiii..*

i think he shudnt stop blogging..

(..but it's his decision,and i respect that really.)

Lovely weather on the way to work this morning.
Im feeling lovely too,driving with my new sunnies.Hehhehh :D

*smiling smiling smiling*

No monday blues hogwash today.
Must be the fabolous weekend i had.
(it would be more fab if he could come and spend times with me)

Highlights of the weekend would be rocking the night hard
with my sis and couple of her friends.
And passing a song request and my number,
written on the back of a receipt paper to the cute bassist.

U see,i dont usually give out numbers in clubs,
but my sister made me do it.i swear.
She has the hots for the bassist,
screamed his name throughout the show
but didnt wanna write her number because she's married.
But she told me to tell him (IF he ever calls/texts) that she'll leave her husband for him if he wants her to.
Crazy biatch eh?
My sister got crazy after she gave birth to a 2nd hyperactive son.:P

Boy,the bassist and the band really made my night.
they played my song.
i dunno if 'hypnotised' happened to be on their playlist,
but hey,they played my song!
and Boy didnt just leave my piece of paper on the speaker box.
he slipped it into his pocket.Call or not,no matter.
and Boy made us felt less like a groupie when he came over
to shake hands,chit-chat for a while,
hug-hug and muah-muah us like old friends.
and proud to notice few envious stares from other girls.

I love u,Big Band.

It was a weekend full of orgasms and i was not faking it.

Dont u bring me down today,Monday.

i think it's the weather.

Post-monday blues.
Now im suffering bipolar mood disorder.

It must be the weather.
Weather warps people.
Had it warped me enough that i would
strangle/snog a stranger?

Can i snog first,then strangle?
Pfftt.

i think i'll let u see these..:)

These shuz are made for..um..electro-static discharging.:p

Introducing: da mutha of all shuz..
Here's one of my most favourite pair of shoes.
Got them for free,y'all.
I wear them everyday.
Every friggin single day,that they stink already.
And dirty.And ugly.

I lurve u,shoes.*insert 'feeling sick' icon here*

i think i want to terjun lombong

I just walked past behind this fella in my office
and i caught him watching porn.gay porn.
(tak boleh cakap kuat2 :p)
I guess he was too khusyuk to notice me
and forgot to minimize the window.

Lucky for him,i found it not such a big deal.
Lucky for him,im not that kepochi.
Else,if i tell this one girl
who is the office's 'internet bergerak',
then that's it - abeslah kao,dude..

The dude is from mechanical design in my office.
Not the 1st time i saw such scenario.
(mungkin kerana di kawasan itu tiada perempuan,
jadi kurang hiburan.)
So no wonder lah..

On a totally different note,
i think i am thissssssss close,
of getting my superfine-phat-but-sorry ass fired.

I had,unintentionally,made a 3rd time offence.
Because,being ignorant,i failed to follow procedures
dan akan kena penalti.

i AM the most notorious trainee ev-vah.

Ciao now,
my Head of Department is calling for me.
Gulp.

i think im gonna try anything that just feel bet-tahh..

Me and The Girls at the office has this habit of blotting the oil off our oily-(but-cute) faces with oil-blotting papers.
Blue colored papers to be exact.
Habit dr zaman skolah terbawak2 sampai laa nih.heheh.

So one day during our after-lunch ritual,we were in the ladies looking in the mirror and,yes,oil-blotting the face.
All 3 of gorjes us.

There was this amoi with copper highlights (which btw imho,looks ridiculuos.saloon cokia kot) from my department in there as well.

"JANGAAANNNN!!"

Her sudden scream startled us.
Terkejut,i asked her,"Eh why whyyy?"

"Heiii apa pasal lu olang pakai ini kertas..
my beautician kate tak elok maa.."
and she told us basically everything her beautician told her loh.

From my careless observation,my face is prone to pimples and other impurities quite easily when i use them though not that frequent.
I guess these papers blot,and clog,and pimples.

Am actually thinking of switching my skincare to those specific for the skintype,but im a little skeptical about it.
If using oil-blotters will increase your skin's oil production,
then,using the same principle,will such cleansers take effects and make your face less oily?
Hurmm.

Tibe2 teringat kat sorang drop dead gorjes friend of mine mase skolah dulu.
She used Lactacyd as her daily facial wash.
She said she has sensitive skin,so she used Lactacyd.
Lac.ta.cyd.

My darling (if by any chance u are reading this),
all these while i've been meaning to ask u -
Lactacyd tu bukan utk hygiene wash ka?
Can ah wash face with that? *garuk kepale*
I mean,i know that the skin down there is more delicate so maybe it wont be harsh on the (face) skin.
But Lactacyd on your face?

Anyway,World,
John Legend is orgasm is oyeahhh.
Holla holla holla :)

(oh yeah,UPDATE:the amoi has colored her hair black again,alhamdulillah kembali ke pangkal jalan."Sume olang gelak2 sama i munye lambut loh.." So her attempt of being gorjes-with-copper-streaks had only lasted for 3 days.yes i counted.)

i think im getting sick (i need u,Dokter!)

Overdue reports and evaluations to do..
The Kennin meeting is on Friday,
the chamber is only available on thurs,
which means can only finish by friday,
but thurs have to submit design evaluation.
Am free now,but the chamber's aint.

Frrrreaking out,dude.

I think im,like,the most notorious trainee ev-vah.

Anywoos,The Bitches failed me.I hate them.They are going out wif their partners and that makes me,alone for tonite?So i think imma gonna say 'yes' to my colleague,who asked me out already.

:p

i think i need a coffee break

Last friday i joined the abang2 frm my department to some beach in S'gor to catch crabs.Yes,catch crabs.Mengetam.Yes,i am jobless (as Dokter put it),ergo the midnight activity.It was my 1st time at it.Inspite of the facts that:
a.we only managed to catch crabs of those the size of a baby's palm,(was imagining medium(if not big)-sized crabs like those u see in the market.)
b.we almost drowned ourselves for not realizing the air laut had pasang already and we were 1km off the shore,
c.i cudnt swim and freaked out when the water level reached my waist,
and d.i drowned my handfon (nuff said);
..the experience was orgasmic.i had fun.:)

dat was friday.now the monday blues strike in.

Eurgh.

Im short,fat,my fon is officially dysfunctional which means im out of touch frm the world and gonna miss out a Valentine's invitation frm Dokter (aww man!) and im dead broke on 13th.

Wake me up on 27th,ppl,when my check comes in.

i think im gonna move on

Are we coming or im going?
Or are u still speechless?

I think i saw the sign.
Im movin on.
My heart aches, but i gotta.

I heart u still, nonetheless.
Bye bye Dokter..

i think its time..!

Helliuw world..

For the n-th time i had secretly started a blog again.
I just had to.
I have been a something-i-never-tot-i'd-be-doing for a month
but have not feel,or act like one,since Day One.

I know i should be thankful for not been assigned to a single task yet,
but truth is im not.
Im farkinn bored outta my mind.
Training training trainingg busan dan peninggg.
And im tired of pretending to be busy.Arrrr..

So now eyes fixed on this gigantic monitor,
fingers dancing on the keyboards wif a lil frown on my forehead;
least this will get me looking like i have things to do,yes?:p

btw happy twenty-o-six
la la la..:)