i think u shud worry not

paranoia
/parrƏnoyƏ/ <--aik,blogger takleh shows phonetics?
• noun 1 a mental condition characterized by
delusions of persecution, unwarranted jealousy, or exaggerated self-importance.
2 unjustified suspicion and mistrust of others.

Boss : Are you quitting your job?
Tina : Sorry?
Boss : Pakcik Ito told me about it last Monday.He said u're going to hand in the resignation letter by this week.
Tina : *gives boss a wide eyed whatchoutalkinbout look*
Boss : Ito said u discussed it with Nakamura last week.
Tina : Ridiculously untrue.
Tina : (dalam hati) Macam mane nak benti,tak de offer lain lagi..) :p
Boss : U know if u really wanna quit u shud come to me first and we'll talk about it.Ito freaked out u know..He wants me to ensure that u wont resign,especially during this almost-peak time period.
Tina : I am not going to resign la.Im only going to sit for PTD exam this weekend.Relax la,Boss..:p
Boss : Huh?U're giving up this job this work to join the gomen?
Tina : No lah.Im doing it just so my sponsor wont be mad at me.:p
Boss : Keraja.an penuh dengan rasuah,tau..*snigger*
Tina : Tau.*snigger*



He : U know last nite when u dozed off during Ja.cka.ss II,besides snoring and overpowering the movie's audio,u talked in ur sleep.
She : I did?I mean i snored that loud?Heheh sowwee..I was a bit knackered,hence the snoring.:p
He : U talked in ur sleep.
She : What did i talk of?
He : About someone.
She : Which someone?
He : That someone who should not be spoken of.
She : Tipu.
He : Betul.
She : Couldn't be him.Last nite I dreamed about Ayil and Amai and ur fren Arin was in it too.Pelik kan,Arin boleh ade pulak..
He : U must've been thinking about him lately sampai mengigau kan.
She : Arin?
He : No. *gives a serious uknowwutimean look*
She : Oh. *oops* Mane ade.
He : Ye ke tak?
She : Iyeeee..
He : U sure?
She : Very sure.
He : Ya meh?
She : Ya loh. *rolls eyes*



Long weekend this time,i loike.

Hye Dimi,says 'hi' to hazreq too ya?:p

i think they think nobody's looking

Is it true,that when u hate somebody for reasons like he/she has certain trait of personality that irks u to death,or u just blind-hate them;that somebody is actually a mirror image of u?

I think it's only partly true,on some occasion.

Last Saturday i saw some old apek dug his nose at a traffic light stop,then he swallowed his boogers.Like,euwmygawshhh!

And then i saw Ac.appan trying to make a turn at a junction.
That made my day,really.I saw him and started laughing hysterically in my car,just because i saw him.

A gentle reminder to all driving blogreaders:
Puhleeaaaase do not dig ur nose in traffic jams,
unless u have a real dark tinted windows then only can loh.

i think i smell like onion pringles

*+ve reinforcement has made u a slave to people's compliments

i think im feeling gewdddd..

and im back! (no fancy layout tho..)

('',)

So yeah,what's up with ME?Heheh..Initially the plan is to get a new do for the blog (f&g:yeah,it's sorta the new year new look kinda thing).Having had too much time on me hands then,i decided to design a new layout all by myself (as if terel sgt laa kan..) and it was 80% complete,but I was a bit unsatisfied with my header plus work @office came in like stampede and I was bzbzbz,thus the project was left idle and berkat nasihat beracun wegra i resorted to copy/paste this template.Maybe I'll continue when I have the time to fix/design a new header.Maybe lah..:p

Im actually a bit under the weather,running nose and sorethroat,and i have major problems around me at the moment.The other half is killing me with his paranoia,the ex bf is making a come back on a wrong timing,someone close to heart is unmarried but 16weeks' pregnant,but being here right here right now writing/updating make me feel gewdddddd.Somehow.

Gawwwwd I missed this spot!

i think it's not too late

I didnt achieve any of my last year's resolutions (they were attainable, but i did nothing to accomplish), so i'd figure that there's no point in making one for this year.

I had hoped for a better 2007 kick-offs, which means me with a new job, new company. But reality check: my butt is still stuck in the same old place.

I pray hard that this (feeling) wont be long.
Situations will improve.
I just gotta stay positive.
It's only the 11th of january,anyway..*pops chill-pill*

This is the 2nd year of my supposedly "7 phat years",
Suffice to say that i wont lose hope just yet.

Wait, i dont normally do not have new year's resolution.
I have them in me head already.

Spend more time with family.
Save money.
Get out of debt.Stop using credit cards for unnecessaries.
Resume my swimming classes.(Last year's reso)
Start learn Japanese.(Last year's.Yawnnn..)
Learn something new.
Join voluntary works.
And maybe quit the sticks.(Uuu..this is new)
Read more books.
Be kind to humans and animals.
Spend less time bloghopping on the net during office hours.Heh :p

i think im getting old..heheh

Exactly a day before new year, i had been running walking around KL because of godknowswhy.(:p) I was looking for a public phone as i didnt have my fon with me at that time, so i walked from is'tana hotel towards 7E nearby for a pack of ciggies and

DAMN!!!!How did this get publish here?

This was supposed to be a draft (didnt have time to finish the story!)
Muahahahahhhhh...

So,which one is the 'publish' button again?:p



TO BE CONTINUED (when the mood is right) :p

i think twenty-o-seven will be a better year for me *cross fingers*

Lesson learnt over the year 2006 (in no particular order):

1. Drive safe. An F'1/toky'o dr'ift wannabe driver on mala'ysian road will get nothing but dented car, holed pocket and friggin' tickets.Expect a lot of nagging frm family members and anxious looks on whoever's-car-u-are-driving's face.

2. The next time someone wanna switch lane from his/hers original lane to your lane, never give way or slow down. Just hit the car/let the car hit u cuz, as long as it's your lane, shud be no problem dude.

3. Love means letting go.

4. J'apan is homogenously wonderful.

5. I am truly a mala'ysian - few times, when i was in to'kyo, like most mala'ysians; i dashed in immediately rite after the train door opened and didnt care to follow the queu. Nyeheheh :p

6. An in-a-relationship kinda man will never leave their woman for u even if they say they will.And most of this type of male is a chauvinist pig.

7. Not knowing anything about ur bestgirlfriend and only to find out what's happening in her life thru her blog is sad.

8. Love is blind - the most boleh-tahan hott girl in my office is now in a relationship with someone who looks like Acapp'an because he drives a hon'da?.

9. Credit cards are evil.Super fcuking evil.

10. You have a year to submit to your sponsor an application for 2nd degree/masters sponsorship.If u finally made a decision to continue your studies on full-time basis on the exact 365th day,smack urself at the behind twice.

11. Love often makes a person forgets that he/she has friends.Make time for ur friends like u make time for ur loved ones.

12. Never update ur resume/jobs'treet page in the office.Do it at home.

13. Love is such a strong word,that's why i couldnt say it to you.I can just say it,but never mean it.

14. My listening skill sucks.Gotta work on it.And i discovered that i cant read anymore these days,i only skip-read.Gotta do something for that too.

15. My electric/electronic knowledge is pretty rusty.Gotta look for my Boyl'estead's book in one of them storage boxes.Teehee.

i think it's my fault

u used to talk and bitch about the world with ur bestest girlfriend everysingleday and there is nothing in your or her life that u both dont acknowledge.

so when u find urself reading her blog and realizing that u missed sooooo much, and not having even a teeny piece of urself inside the picture of her life; is sad.

is our friendship deteriorating?are we drifting apart?

i dont wanna have to lose a bestfriend once again.:(

babe,when i go back to m'elaka,we have to go for coffee, movie, and window shopping.all on me. we have loads and loadsa catching ups to do!

i missed u so much,bestfriend..i have something very important to do tomorrow,so wish me luck.