I think it’s reciprocation.

Dear Kak Markonah,

Have u noticed that things are not so pwetty between us these days? I just dunno and dun care why.

U see, Kak Konah.. Living with my dear brother and u was not my choice in the 1st place. It was mom’s. For the love and respect I have for my brother and for the respect I have for u, all these while ive been basically minding my own business and maintaining a normal relationship with u. We (u and me) have never, in our lives, been in a catfight/vocal brawl or anything kan? But it seems like we're having this silent grudge. I rephrase – u, Kak Konah, is the one who’s having the silent grudge. Ive never been vocally rude to u, I water the flowers, I mop the floor, I wash my own clothes, I cook, sometimes (but u never did touch my food cuz u’r paranoid I would spit in ur food rite, Kak Konah?)

Which makes me absolutely clueless on why did u:

- Take my copies of house keys on one Saturday which got me locked inside the house for one whole Saturday while u went shopping with my bro and u switched off Abangah’s hp because godknowswhy. I was mad, because come on la, it was Saturday maa and I was trapped inside one boring house. And all u could say was “Ehh sorryyyyyy Kak Konah terbawak kunci u..”
- Take the car keys which has got nothing, nothing to do with ur effing life. I called up Abangah to ask about the car keys, he asked me to look for it again more carefully. Few mins later he called back and told me that “Kak Konah terambik kunci..Im on my way home to hand u the keys.” Thankfully I woke up earlier than usual that one fine morning or else I would be so late to work.
- Sorok sabun basuh as if I used ten spoons of it per wash. Like hell-o woman Kak Konah?! As far as I know, Abangah paid for the groceries and even if I use twenty spoons/cups/whole bottle of the detergent just to make my clothes extra extra wangi and super clean, well he never complains and why should u? Besides I only do my laundry once a fortnight, so wuttadillyo Kak Konah?
- Have that look on ur face whenever my parents come over. Mom was a bit hurt over the incident during dinner last time. (Abangah, we’re sorry we didn’t tell u about the family’s recent holiday. We wanted to have a good time, we wanted u to be there, but she could ruin it and we didn’t want that to happen.) if only u have a lil more respect for ur in laws Kak Konah..*sigh*
- Err.. that’s all kot. Im too pissed off to recall any.

Do u know what karma is, Kak Konah? If u listen to Hitz/Fly/etc other than Era, then im sure u’ll know cuz Alicia sings about it over and over on the radio (esp. Hitz.fm they spin it everyday every time). Oxford says karma is defined as the sum of a person’s actions in this and previous states of existence, viewed as affecting their future fate. So I will not be sorry if someone decided to take it out on ya by emptying ur lens solution to half and put some tap water to compensate it. And im not sorry either if that someone dissolved few drops of that someone’s saliva into ur lens case. Oh don’t say it’s disgusting, do u know that saliva disinfects because it contains some antibacterial agents? I bet u don’t know that Kak Konah cuz u only read urtv and media hiburan and whatnots. I wished im as gutsy as that someone..:p But I still hope u get eye infections.

Kak Konah, I don’t hate u but I don’t love u nor do I like u. I don’t care if u hate me Kak Konah, cuz I just don’t.

Four cheers for sweet revenge.*evil laugh*

Yang benar,
((Rahsia))