i think marriage is scary

my period this time is one hell of an emotional roller-coaster ride,man..
mr.right now is having a tough time coping with my crazy mood swing.
but he's doing it well..and that somehow scares me.

my relationship with my boss is okay now.we've opened up to each other and now i hope he'll stop treating me like a girl.i mean i AM a girl,and he's not a sexist.oh,y'knahmsayin....

my girlfriends are great.
used to be better with boys,but now im slacking with them.
girlfriends rock big time!:p

my relationship with the mane is even better.
im tossing the comb and wuteverthe-hairserum-hell i have into the bin.
mousse balls and scrunching ur hair is cool yo.

my parents' marriage is still in turbulence.
my relationship with mom and dad is okay,and that's all that's important now,i guess.but i hate my dad a lil bit for not trying to pretend to be ok in front of us.mom's better at that.

everytime i smoke now,there's this terrible headache gnawing me.and i get nauseous.its funny cuz usually nausea means time to change the rokok brand.:p so,not so good relationship with the sticks now.

now that ive semi-officially moved out of the house,kak konah has fully dominated my brother's dick.she gets to decide what is to be on my brother's plate and what is not during buka puasa buffet.i can tell frm his face that he's unhappy.poor brother.tsk.now that is another bad relationship i see.

well,relationship is one thing that u have to work on everysingletime.
and that requires a good communication and commitment.

scary.

yes,im commitment phobic like that but no matter tho..
it may just simply be that this person is not at the point in her life where a serious relationship is appropriate; a career or other matters may be taking precedence.*ehem*

if only life is as easy as smoking we.ed - even if u're having problems and u acknowledge it,u're just too happy to even bother.

but when u're sober and reality kicks in,..ermm ok,that's another story.:p

i sound so depressed eh.
it must be the hormones.

ok,happy thoughts pls:

jim alip pa alip nun.woohoo!
or is it jim pa wau nun?

ok,wot evvahh..

oh,people.SHE's back!!!(clicketty click!)