i think my boss is sabotaging me

ini taik:-

i think it's bad,verrrry baaaaddd..*tsk*

this morning i received a forwarded email from an acquaintance.
in it were pictures of a bunch of people (only few were of cele.brities) having fun with frens, la la la..
part'ying, drinki'ng, sm'oking, et cetera.

what is disturbing me is why are these pictures of non-ce'lebs were being circulated around in the internet?
i mean,they're just normal everyday people.
sm'oking and dri'nking may be okay to some, *ehem*
so what will happen if it falls in the wrong hands (eg. family members, close-minded friends, judgemental colleagues?!)

what happened to privacy??

oh i am so gonna wear a spek hitam mata lalat the next time i go *ehem* socializing. u know,just in case someone irresponsible decides to grab pictures of me and my friends from our fr'iendster or m'yspa'ce and forward it around.
*pah!*

and oh yeah, zeeka pls DO NOT yo'utube me and put it in ur blog.
mati la mak!!! *tilts head,letak tangan atas dahi* :p

i think they need our help

It's world's aids day,people. Contribute something to the world,ok? Register! (I have!)

i think i need a ciggie break

I am furious. I am mad. I am sakit hati.

1. T.ouch n' G.o cards are stupid. Smart T.ags are not that smart either. This morning, the system fcuked up and all the balance in my card has been deducted a fcukin rm30 something when it was supposed to be rm1 only (frm kajan.g to ban.gi). Reason: no entry has been recorded and they even accused me of taking ticket at the previous toll but took the not-so-smartTag lane in the next toll.Boy, was i mad - ive just top-upped yesterday demmit! Plus, this is not the 1st time Tn.G screwed up with me. In fact, the sudden deduction from last case few months ago has not been credited into my account yet (this happened at an lrt station) and they said it wpuld only take a month. So after i made my report for today's incident, i asked the status of my previous report and that ive not received any refund. Status : Rejected. And now they want me to write a letter to them pulak to 'clarify' things. Fcukin hell la! They're wasting my time and menyusahkan orang. Taik betul.

2. What's up with lorry drivers these days? Why are they driving in the fast lane when they go 60kmph? Especially in the morning. What if the person in the car behind you, Mr.Lorry Driver, is already late for work or he/she is in desperate hurry to the toilet? Grr..

3. U know sometimes when u have to distribute email to everyone in the office, and u're too lazy to enter everyone's email addresses, so u just take somebody's email and click on 'reply to all' without realizing that someone might be accidentally left out of the list, and if that email is an important email, that will bring trouble to that someone who has been left out? Whoever started the list in the 1st place is fcukin stupid enough to realize that u can easily type "S**M, V***o D****n" to send a mass email. Either that or he/she hates me and purposely leave out my name.

These are the things that spoilt my morning today. Oh i am sooOO steamingly angry at this moment,i think i'd better go stuff my face with something before further damage.

i think of cheese naan and tandoori :)~

last nite at a wedding, i was seated beside this fine gentleman whose name i couldnt remember at all. (tho he remembered mine and was conversing using a first name basis with me the whole time)

i wanted to join my fren,mun who was on my right and join her borak with a manager's vogi-the-vas wife. it could have been easier to strike a conversation with a woman, i mean u can simply bimbo talk with them. plus, it's 9 something in the p.m and u are goddem starving,'intellectual' talk would be too much for the brain,yes?:p

i was leaning towards my fren and the manager's wife, and after some time i was feeling some pain in my verterbral column. (NOTE TO SELF: frm now on,take anything hi-calcium) so i decided to sit straight tho i have to sprain my ears to hear them clearly. at times when i couldnt single out what they were saying,i would just go hahahaa and nodded to concur (konon). (NOTE TO SELF: go check ur hearing,a.s.a.p)

the guy on my left looked a bit out of place (he came alone). i was feeling a bit stupid to join the discussion by laughing when they laughed and going "yeah yeah yeahhh.." when i was being clueless.

so we turned to each other and talked.
about the local current political situation,beb..
like,tiena talks politics,biar betul..??
i was hoping we would switch topic, but we didnt.
i 'survived',nevertheless.thankgod i didnt say anything stupid nor did i pretended to be pandai.
(NOTE TO SELF: read more of a.isehman, c.harlie the gol.den retriever, wegra and anyone linked below wegra's "their say".)

politics is one subject that i tend to ignore but i guess it's time for me to grow up and at least 'be aware' of it so that u wont stutter when someone asks ur opinion and make them think u're a bimbo ignorant.

it was a pleasant kick-in-the-butt encounter with that fine gentleman.
too too bad he's married already.aint it so true that all the good men are married,robbie williams?hahha

i think there's a bear down my throat

on moving on:

someone from my past whom i have abolished (this is to stress disfavour) has been secretly reading my blog. i know he blogs too,but i rarely read his.
in fact,i completely stop reading his blog after he posted something about not being able to forget this girl (read:me), on how he misses the good ol days and how he wishes to come back to her life,or at least get to be friends with her. (im usually the type who is ok to be friends with the ex.but knowing him way too well,i knew we'd better off as strangers instead.)

one time,i wrote something (in my frie.ndster blog,i think) about moving on and letting go.
and the post was dedicated to,of course,him.and another pursuer guy with almost the same case as his (the blardi ex).

so that post got him right smack in his face.
and eversince then,a war has begun.on his side only.
he retaliated and wrote something in defence.
i thought he'd stop there,but he didnt.
now for everything i posted in my blogs,he will retort.
sometimes i think it's irritating,sometimes it's amusing but most of the time i think he's wasting his time.

honey,i know u write well and u can really write about other things far better,so pls do so.i thought u've moved on?*snigger*

on moving out:

after the silent conflict with my dear kak konah,basically i did move out of the brother's house. i went to live with my bestfriend and her college friends which gradually became my friends also.
everything was going all fine and dandy until a housemate told me that 3 out of 5 of us want to move out. me and my bestfriend,we cant afford to pay the apartment's rent so that basically leave us no choice but to move out as well.

now i cant go back to my brother's house,can i?
that's so not good for my ego.
when i told my sister to look around for a place for me,she instantly asked "which housemate are u having clashes this time?" and i was like,what the heyyy and explained every detail.
tsk.i give myself a bad name eh.

on giving myself a bad name:

moved out,moved in and moving out again:shifting places within 6 months:man,i give myself a bad name..if u kno whaa aa meen?

and do i look untrustworthy?
i mean,man of the moment cant seem to believe whatever i say.(this imply only during normal daily bickerings where i have to explain 'the truth')
he says how could he trust me when i have that grin on my face.
i say wot grin??and my eyes werent even twitching!man...
and he thinks im buncit now.
i said darling,this is not buncit.got baby inside..:p

on being a proud mummy:

my munkee,ayil was on macam2 az.nil last saturday.
did u guys watch it?aww u didnt?
go catch the re-runs ok.;p

i think chocolate brownies is evil,NOT

i dont really love the world now,period.which is also a reason for not updating.i predicted a smooth-sailin',sugar plum november but the outcome is quite the contrary.

a series of unfortunate events,an office chaos in mute,shifting,misled judgement,infatuation and confusion..it's all too much to handle.i need to chill.and im chilling soon.:p kota singa,here i come.

oh do u know that my boss greets me "good morning,tina..*roarrr*" everyday?he calls me 'singa' since i colored my hair golden brown orange.now its dark brown but the name still stays.

ok guys,stop buying uncle ho's dvds.
stop buying dvd,even the original ones.
ditch ur dvd player,man.blu-ray is the way to go.trust me.
(google search blu-ray if u dunno wut's it all about) :p
take off ur pants,bend down and spank ur behind hard if u still own CDs.hahha

i think im running out of time!*panics*

I was tagged by Weggy to do this, so here goes nothing.;)

List of things that are considered adventurous or life changing:

01. Bought everyone in the bar a drink
02. Swam with wild dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula
07. Taken a candlelit bath
08. Said "I love you" and meant it (yonks ago.*sigh*)
09. Hugged a tree
10. Bungee jumped (naaaaaaak sgt,tp x dpt2 lagi.bungee jump jom,anyone?)
11. Visited Paris
12. Watched a lightning storm at sea
13. Stayed up all night long and saw the sun rise
14. Seen the Northern Lights
15. Gone to a huge sports game
16. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
17. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
18. Touched an iceberg
19. Slept under the stars
20. Changed a baby’s diaper
21. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon (not a trip la, but ive been in a hot air balloon.boleh?)
22. Watched a meteor shower
23. Gotten tipsy on champagne
24. Given more than you can afford to charity
25. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope (tok.yo tower!)
26. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment (remembered a joke in my head when i was in the ketua warden's room while he was giving me and fellow gang a lecture after something we did .)
27. Had a food fight (wicked!pastu gelak2 sampai terkencing dalam seluar.:p)
28. Bet on a winning horse
29. Asked out a stranger
30. Had a snowball fight
31. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
32. Held a lamb
33. Seen a total eclipse
34. Ridden a roller coaster
35. Hit a home run (i played baseball in school)
36. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
37. Adopted an accent for an entire day (and went by the name of kamala.:p)
38. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
39. Had two hard drives for your computer (my one 80G HD is ok to simpan everything)
40. Visited all 50 states
41. Taken care of someone who was drunk
42. Had amazing friends (absolutely love them ols!)
44. Watched wild whales
45. Stolen a sign (and was also a vandal zaman mude2 dulu)
46. Backpacked in Europe
47. Taken a road-trip
48. Gone rock climbing
49. Midnight walk on the beach
50. Gone sky diving
51. Visited Ireland
52. Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love (stupid melancholic days.*hakptuih*)
53. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger’s table and had a meal with them (but they didnt talk to me at all :p)
54. Visited Japan (toky.o)
55. Milked a cow (milked a fat fren.oh,he's a cow (but i still heart u,boog!) :p)
56. Alphabetized your CDs (control freak-ish eh)
57. Pretended to be a superhero
58. Sung karaoke (rock kapak songs!in the office)
59. Lounged around in bed all day
60. *edited* <-out by the previous blogger
61. Gone scuba diving (snorkelling boleh?)
62. Kissed in the rain
63. Played in the mud (mud wrestling bebeh..woot woot!)
64. Played in the rain (sebbaik panjang umur,x kene strike by lightning)
65. Gone to a drive-in theater
66. Visited the Great Wall of China
67. Started a business (used to make fancy bookmarks with my sis and sell it.bisnes agak kencang)
68. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken (banana leaf is love.it will never break ur heart.teehee)
69. Toured ancient sites
70. Taken a martial arts class
71. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight (boxsets are contagious,man)
72. Gotten married
73. Been in a movie
74. Crashed a party
75. Gotten divorced
76. Gone without food for 5 days
77. Made cookies from scratch
78. Won first prize in a costume contest (in kindergarten)
79. Ridden a gondola in Venice
80. Gotten a tattoo (those semi-permanent type)
81. Rafted the Snake River
82. Been on television news programs as an “expert”
83. Got flowers for no reason
84. Performed on stage (sgt mencapap diva di skolah,ok.:p)
85. Been to Las Vegas
86. Recorded music
87. Eaten shark
88. *edited* <- out by the blog
89. Gone to Thailand (will be,soon!joyness)
90. Bought a house
91. Been in a combat zone
92. Buried one/both of your parents
93. Been on a cruise ship
94. Spoken more than one language fluently
95. Performed in Rocky Horror
96. Raised children
97. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour (stonebay groupies,i am.)
99. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
100. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
101. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
102. Sang loudly in the car, and didn’t stop when you knew someone was looking (like i care..;p)
103. Had plastic surgery
104. Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived
105. Wrote articles for a large publication
106. Lost over 100 pounds
107. Held someone while they were having a flashback
108. Piloted an airplane
109. Petted a stingray
110. Broken someone’s heart (a girl gotta do wut a girl gotta do.:p)
111. Helped an animal give birth (eek!im not even animal-friendly.:p)
112. Won money on a T.V. game show (in my dreams la..*roll eyes*)
113. Broken a bone
114. Gone on an African photo safari
115. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
116. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
117. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
118. Ridden a horse
119. Had major surgery
120. Had a snake as a pet
121. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
122. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours (personal record:31hrs straight)
123. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
124. Visited all 7 continents
125. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
126. Eaten kangaroo meat
127. Eaten sushi
128. Had your picture in the newspaper
129. Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about
130. Gone back to school
131. Parasailed
132. Petted a cockroach
133. Eaten fried green tomatoes
134. Read The Iliad
135. Selected one “important” author who you missed in school, and read
136. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
137. Skipped all your school reunions
138. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language (a week in ja.pan and nihonggo wakarimasen was tough,seriously.)
139. Been elected to public office
140. Written your own computer language (bwek!berangan aje la!)
141. Thought to yourself that you’re living your dream
142. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
143. Built your own PC from parts
144. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn’t know you
145. Had a booth at a street fair
146. Dyed your hair
147. Been a DJ
148. Shaved your head
149. Caused a car accident (just did last week.teehee :D)
150. Saved someone’s life