i think its time!!

Life is unpredictable.

Love sucks but divine.

Relationship is scary.

Smoking is an expensive hobby. :p

July is a wonderful month. (I hope)

* off to a serious tanning session in the east coast with the boys!*

have a hellagood weekend eh.

(i know i would!)

:D

i think im doing it,again!

this is ayil,the world bestest cutest cheekiest nephew ever.

i mish him so much.and i mish amai (ayil's lil bro) too.

also,i mish being in love.

i think i need a holiday..

Yesterday:

He: What's up?
She: Been busy.. Evaluations.. Reports.. Chasing deadlines..
He: Oh.How are you today?
She: Tired.
He: Of course u're tired.U've been running on my mind the whole day.

*hilang segale penat derita..*
:)

Today:

Langgar bontot kete orang.
Cancelled all plans.

*weekend-mood absolutely spoiled*
:(

i think its complicated jugak la..

Last night I sms-ed two of my besh buddies, asking them to give me one killer line a girl could give a guy which guarantees the recipient to go restless, sleepless and cant think of nothing but me. Both are male engineers and of the same age as me. The replies I get:

Dude #1
Umm, its situational u know. U cud say its hot and ure wearing almost nothing 2nite. U get d drift.

Dude #2
Turn me on 1st and ill come up wif something! Haha. Well, if a girl tells me that she’s wearing black lacy lingerie to sleep then I sure will be tossing&turning in my bed the whole nite thinking of her, restless, sleepless..:p

*duh* Horny gigolos, them..

Ayat tak power lansung.. Maybe they didn’t quite understand me, maybe they’re still immatured like me.

See, I wanted something ‘sophisticated’, classy, deep meaning.. But Dude #1 said sophistication rarely works if u want the guy to be restless.

I say engineers ARE the worst sweettalkers, so prove me wrong.

So guys, what would be the perfect thing u wish a girl u fancy could say to u that’ll make u restless (not in a lusty kinda way)?

And girls, do share your pickup lines here too ok..*winks*

i think b.en ibra.him is hot

Colleague: Hey Na.
Tina: Hi..
C : Hey I saw u last Saturday kat hartamas..
T : *gasp* U did? *did u see me smoking??*
C : Yup. U were with a friend?
T : Yeah. *alamak,jatuh saham*
C : I was only a few tables away, u know..
T : laa, apsal tak come over and say hi.. *OMG!! Did u see me smoking ciggies???*
C : I tapped u on ur shoulder mase nak pegi beli rokok. U didn’t notice?
T : laa ye ke? hehehe tak perasan,sowwy.. *mampus la aku!*

End of conversation.

He left me with a crazy palpitations. My hands went cold, my heart was beating out of my chest! Not that I have a crush on him or anything.. it’s the thought of him seeing me smoking that was making me nervous. My colleague is cute, but he has a big mouth! I dunno for sure if he really has a big mouth, what im sure of is I’ll be damned if he does. Plus, I dunno him that well so I cant tell if he’s the okay type or the conservative/judgemental kinda person like most of the peeps frm the office.

Why do I care so much about people knowing I smoke?
Am I being hypocritical? Two-faced coward?

I think I was actually adapting, like a very good friend of mine (who writes beautifully in his blog but very lazy to update; CPMS-say hi to him now..) likes to put it. As in this case, adapting myself so that I fit in in this particular office population.

Im not shy to admit that I smoke, but im not proud either to announce to the world about it. Im especially scared to admit it to those people that I think has this ‘women who smoke are bitches’ mindset.

So I’d like to think of me as being adaptive - changing myself to suit different condition, just to play it safe and keeping it low cuz if my dad or brother finds out about this,im so DEAD!.

But most of the time, im the lantak-la-orang-nak-cakap-ape kinda gal.

i think that stops now

*just for the sake of updating.* ;)

i think she will survive.

A bastard (pls excuse me) has deliberately made her feel stupid.
Now she’s torn between exposing her anger or pretends to be cool with whateverunforgivableshit that has happened.
She feels so un-cool if she tells him she’s mad.
(Yes, she’s so eager to please/impress.)
But to pretend to be cool makes her feel like a skank.

I couldn’t offer much word to make her feel ok.
I know she’s upset about that.

And she has been agitated by this.
Ive been busy persuading her to believe
that it aint cancerous till proven so.
Cant let a lump of a size of a kidney pea to fracture ur life right?
Wrong.

To Dr. Male Chauvinist Pig, be gone.
To Tina, be strong be strong be strong.

i think he likes me :)

Some sort of a tag,but i wasnt tag.(Nicked from my fav blog.)

1. My mother once: wore really short skirts and platform shoes
2. Never in my life: have I taken drugs.
3. When I was five: I looked like Sheryl Temple.:p
4. High school was: a pleasant nightmare
5. I will never forget: the way Ahmad Dhani looked into my eyes when he was singing last time @PH. (Perasannnn?..eh ske ah!:p)
6. There’s this person I know who: told me that she has a mole on her u-know-where.:p~
7. By noon I’m usually: up and about.
8. Last night I: drove a friend’s car and forgot to release the hand-break the whole time. Sowwy babe!!
9. If I only had: more money. And a Mini Cooper. And longer legs.
10. Next time I go to salon: I seriously want cute hair.
11. Brad Pitt: is not mandul. Jen Anniston is.
12. I like: liking :)
13. You know I’m lying when: I start to merepek yg tak masuk akal.
14. In grade school: I was fat and bad.
15. If I was a character written by Shakespeare: I’ve never read Shakespeare,but Ophelia sounds cool.
16. A better name for me would be: Miss Fabolos TinaBanana Head-Turner
17. I have a hard time understanding: my heart and the servo jig file and programming languages.
18. If I ever go back to school I’ll: try to be boring and dorky and join the BADRI (BAdan Dakwah dan keRohanIan).
19. You know I like you if: I tell u I like u?
20. If I won an award, the first person I’d thank would be: God lah.
21. I hope that: I have my own cubicles in the office so I can surf/bloghop freely and sleep under the table.
22. Take my advice: on nothing. Im a good listener tho..;p
23. My ideal breakfast is: anything. Annythinggg..:)
24. If you visit my hometown, I suggest: the champion but overpriced roti john at the pasar mlm.
25. The world could do without: Mariah Carey and Michael Jackson.
26. My grandmother always: liked to ask her cucu2 cabut her uban and reward them with 50cents per strand.